Little lost goth girl

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Little lost goth girl

Drowning in her hair

Swallowed by the black

Held by the harsh guitar sounds and banging drums

Seen in her drawings

Come to me, inspire me, allow me to see, to be and recreate

Hurried

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In the hurried frazzledness of life

The constant state of motion

Never stopping

Always going

I miss the sunrise

The sunset

The sun and wind against my skin

I am caught in the trap of living

Forgetting that I am in fact alive

Always moving

Always running

Afraid to stop

Afraid to feel

There is safety in movement

It’s time to be still

And to be again

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Living Dream

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The room starts to spin

images come alive

I close my eyes

Melt into the music

Tones breath

I taste the textures

Smell the vibrancy

Even in my mind

the world is spinning

Images come alive

imagination runs wild

lines blurred

crossed

no sense of reality or dream

I live in both worlds

merged into one

my reality imagination

dream reality

doesn’t matter

what i see

feel

hear

experience

real or imagined

it’s all the same

breathing

bleeding

alive

Hand in the Ground

overload

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Today of all days I wish I felt numb

experienced nothing

no emotion

no feelings

nothingness

but i don’t

i feel everything

amplified

I need a surge protector

to block

to protect

the bombardment of emotion flooding me

And in this tsunami

i can’t find the ground

or embrace reality

out of touch and overwhelmed

the anesthesia has worn off

I am naked

exposed

and vulnerable

be gentle

for this soul is breaking

it’s cracking

my cocoon wide open

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Cee’s Odd Ball photo challenge

Different and interesting photos are always fun and Cee has dedicated a photo challenge just for these crazy pictures.  Yes!  Check it the page out!

For this week’s challenge I took pictures of the ninjas in my car.  They are getting ready to battle.  Then I took those pictures and altered them.  Are you ready for the ninja battle?

Shadows

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They play with me

toy with me

I think I might be loosing it

creeping in

invading my space

my mind

moving

changing

hiding

what lurks in the shadows?

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What is out to get it me?

Steal my thoughts

My soul

Watching and waiting

no escape

shadows stalking sanity

slipping

sleep call

shadows eating

Piece by piece I fade into darkness

Full moon swing

DOORS!

I have always loved taking pictures of doors.  Doors are symbolic and hold so much character and personality.  So I was super excited to participate in this week’s challenge.  Click here to check out more fabulous doors.